:: sekadar luahan ::

lately susah untuk melelapkan mata
satu persoalan timbul di dalam otak yang agak tepu ni
yakinkah aku?


Kadangkala terdetik di hati untuk meragui perasaan yang ada
Betulkah hanya aku seorang?


Mustahil bagi sesiapa pun untuk melupakan si "DIA" dari masa silam (unless hilang ingatan)
melupakan DIA memang mustahil, tapi PERASAAN? 
bolehkah di mansuhkan dari hati? 
masih wujudkah perasaan itu?
kenapa aku tergugat dengan HAL itu?
CONFUSE dan CONFUSE..


Aku terus meyakinkan diri bahawasanya HANYA AKU SEORANG SAHAJA
tapi.. tetap juga aku memikirkan keraguan itu ( even though dah banyak kali diyakinkan )
kenapa mesti ada keraguan ini hadir di antara kita???


SEBENARNYA,
aku takut akan kehilangan insan bernama MOHAMMAD AZMIE BIN AHMAD
SESUNGGUHNYA aku sangat dan teramat sayang pada dia


TAPI..
Siapalah aku untuk menahan kalau itu yang terjadi..
Hanya mampu berusaha dan berdoa..
Semoga DIALAH JODOH UNTUKKU.. (amiin)


Rasanya aku sudah tidak mampu menyintai sesiapa seperti ini
dan sekiranya dia bukan MILIKKU
aku REDHA
dan aku PINTA agar HATIKU disembuhkan dalam KADAR PALING SEGERA
kerana PENYAKIT HATI ADALAH YANG PALING SUKAR UNTUK DIUBATI

-Doa Seorang Kekasih-

Ya Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan

Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku

Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku

Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon

Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan

Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku

Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku

Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah

Beri kekuatan jua harapan

Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya

Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu

Kurniakanlah aku

Pasangan yang beriman

Bisa menemani aku

Supaya ku dan dia

Dapat melayar bahtera

Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih

Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku

Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini

Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia

Walau tanpa bersamanya

Gantikanlah yang hilang

Tumbuhkan yang telah patah

Ku inginkan bahagia

Di dunia dan akhirat

PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

WHEN YOU BELIEVE

Many nights we’ve prayed

With no proof anyone could hear

In our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there’s much to fear

We were moving mountains long

Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe

Though hope is frail, it’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will

You will when you believe

In this time of fear

When prayers so often prove in vain

Hope seems like the summer birds

To swiftly flown away

Yet now I’m standing here

My heart’s so full I can’t explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I’d say

There can be miracles, when you believe

Though hope is frail, it’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will

You will when you believe

They don’t always happen when you ask

(Oh)

And it’s easy to give in to your fears

(Oh…Ohhhh)

But when you’re blinded by your pain

Can’t see your way straight through the rain

Small but still, resilient voice

Says love is the relief

(Ohhh)

There can be miracles

(Miracles)

When you believe

(Lord, when you believe)

Though hope is frail

(Though hope is frail)

It’s hard to kill

(Hard to kill, Ohhh)

Who knows what miracles,you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will (somehow, somehow, somehow)

somehow you will

You will when you believe

You will when you

You will when you believe

Just believe…in your heart

Just believe

You will when you believe

- hehe-

2 dalam 1

huh.. penat baru siap baked.. kek choc moist yang besa-besa saja.. hahahha.. netau apa rasanya.. test-test saja ( padahal boring )


tapi cerita lain.. I MISSED MY HUBBY SO MUCH :( .. apa buli buat la.. kerja kan.. nanti nda kerja susah juga.. wahaha


I LOVE YOU MY HUBBY..

- Agak2 hubby baca keini ah?-

SET FIRE TO THE RAIN BY ADELE

I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak,
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:]
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

When I lay with you
I could stay there
Close my eyes
Feel you here forever
You and me together
Nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew,
All the things you'd say,
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:]
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where it felt something die
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!

Sometimes I wake up by the door,
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you.

[Chorus:]
I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain,
And I threw us into the flames
Where it felt something die
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, ohhhh!

Oh noooo
Let it burn, oh
Let it burn
Let it burn

coret-coret

cuba untuk melelapkan mata.. tapi rasanya sukar.. kenapa dahulu senang-senang saja melelapkan mata.. asal kepala sudah landing di bantal, kompom lelap punya.. tapi sekarang ni.. hmmm.. S.U.K.A.R.. minta puji nya la kan~

:: terbiasa mendengar suaranya sebelum tidur.. I MISS HIM SO MUCH.. REALLY MISS HIM.. aiyo.. ::

Love,

BABE ^^