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Tajuk Lirik Lagu: Carta Hati
Artis/Penyanyi: Najwa Latif

hmm.. hoo.. haaa.. mmm..

Engkau duduk di situ
Diam tersipu malu
Mahu mendekati aku

Aku mulai resah
Hatiku jadi kebah
Melihat dirimu aku rebah

Tapi hati ini kuat menyatakan
Kau terkini duduk di carta hati
Lalu cinta kita bermula
Dari mata turun ke jiwa
Dari teman menjadi cinta
Dan berjanji untuk setia

Sehidup semati kita
Menjanjikan bahagia
Untuk kita berdua selamanya

hmm.. hoo.. lalala.. mmm..

Jangan engkau jangan pergi
Jangan tinggalku sendiri
Jangan tinggalkan carta hati

Kau janji kan bahagia
Ku janji kau tak terluka
Teruslah berada di carta hati kita

lalalalala.. hooo…
lalalalala.. mmm…

TERIMA KASIH .. (2nd LOVE LETTER)

Terima kasih..

Yah, memang itu yang ingin baby ungkapkan..

Thanks hubby for giving me a chance to feel the love again..

Terima kasih kerana memberi baby ruang untuk merasa apa yang selama ini baby telah "matikan"

Terima kasih kerana memberi baby peluang untuk menjaga hubby..

Terima kasih kerana memberi kepercayaan pada baby..

I know kebelakangan ini banyak benda terjadi..

Ketidaksengajaan yang menyebabkan hubby terasa hati..

But thank GOD, baby memiliki seorang hubby yang tidak terlalu menurut kemarahannya..

And for that baby bersyukur..

Terima kasih kerana menjaga baby

Membimbing baby..

Menjadi "penunjuk" arah pada baby..

(Actually hubby kena berterima kasih juga dengan baby.. hihi.. )

Apa yang baby inginkan 

Agar kita saling percaya

(Walau masih ada rahsia antara kita yang tidak terungkai & terucapkan)

Kalau ada masalah, jangan cepat melatah

Kalau ada keraguan, please jangan cepat menbuat spekulasi/conclusion

come to me, and we'll discuss it together..

Thank you hubby for LIGHTING UP my life

Thanks to GOD for sending me "YOU"..

"For the rest of my life.. I'll be with you.. I'll stay by your side.. Honest and true.. 

Till the end of my time..I'll be loving you.. "

LOVE is the sweetest emotion,

That springs in my heart,

LOVE is like that tender kiss,

You gave me at the start,

LOVE is to see that special smile,

Appear on your face,

LOVE is like a bouquet,

with it's trimmings & place,

LOVE is like sunshine,

Strong & true,

LOVE is all that,

I feel so deeply for YOU..

( Sorry if this POEM tunggang tebalik.. hehe.. )

-Takkan Pernah Ada-

_LOVE BABE_

KEHILANGAN

Di suatu pagi yang damai ...


"Hello.."
"Yes, hello.."
"Can i speak to ****"
"Speaking.."
" Hmm.. My name is *****.. i'm F**** cousin.. i need to tell you something about him. "
" Apa dia?"
"His GONE"
"What do you mean by GONE"
"This morning 1 hour before his operation, dia sudah pergi.. "
~ Blank~


i can't feel anything.. i can't think normally..
Tiba-tiba dia pergi :'( Padahal baru seja beberapa hari tu dia kol bagitau he will be back this New Year.. Mau pegi tengok bunga api :'(


i keep pretending that nothing happen..  Sehinggalah malam tu tak tahan sudah.. Serasa macam ada satu tan batu menghempap dijantung.. i want to cry :'( i need someone :'( dan akhirnya air mata yang ditahan sejak pagi tertumpah juga.


Saya ketawa, saya bergurau, tapi inside my heart, i was crying.. 


"Semua yang hidup, pasti akan mati.. Kepada-Nya kita datang dan kepada-Nya juga kita kembali.. Yang pergi, tetap pergi.. Kita yang hidup mesti meneruskan perjuangan.. "


Sahabatku,
Hingga ke saat akhirmu, aku tidak tahu apa yang kau alami..
Hingga ke saat akhirmu, kau masih mampu memberiku senyuman..
Hingga ke saat akhirmu, kau masih mampu membuatku ketawa..
Hingga ke saat akhirmu, kau masih mampu memendam kesakitanmu..


Sahabatku,
Kini kau sudah tiada
Kini kau benar-benar tiada
Tak pernah ku bayangkan keadaan seperti ini
Ya Allah, berikan ku kekuatan untuk menghadapi hari-hari mendatang tanpa kehadiran sahabatku yang paling rapat..


Aku menangis bukan kerana sedih.. tapi aku menangis kerana sehingga saat kau menghembuskan nafas terakhirmu kau masih memikirkanku.. Betapa kau menyayangiku wahai sahabat.. Dan tidak akan pernah ada sahabat sepertimu di dunia ini..


Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku.. Dengarlah rintihan hamba-Mu yang hina ini.. Tempatkanlah sahabatku ditempat yang mulia.. Tempat yang Dikau janjikan untuk hamba-Mu.. Semoga dia berbahagia bersama para Solihin..


*p/s : Thank you to my love one for understand me.. Terlalu sukar untukku menghadapi kehilangan ini.. Teramat sukar.. Terima kasih kerana berada di sisiku menghadapi waktu-waktu sukar seperti ini.. i appreciate what you've done for me. Saya mungkin tidak akan "pulih" seperti sebelumnya, but still i am what i am..

DON'T CRY FOR ME

When I say I love you, please believe it’s true. When I say forever, know I’ll never leave you. When I say goodbye, promise me you won’t cry. Cause the day I’ll be saying that would be the day I die..

AFRAID OF LOSING YOU

It's a great feeling when you know someone is keeping you

Someone gives you strength when you wake up each morning

Someone is going to protect you

Someone's going to be there when you need somebody

Someone's going to hug you when you need one

When someone's going to send you some morning messages

When someone's going to say: "Hey babe, have you eaten? I love you. Take Care"

When someone's going to call you in the middle of the night just to say "I love you"

When he's going to call you in the 12:01am of your birthday

I have courage to face everything because I have you

I'm not afraid of anything in this world,

As long as I have you

But I'm just afraid to lose you

To leave me

And if you blow me away

When some people are trying to pull us away , we don't know

Maybe destiny is trying to pick us up or trying to destroy us

I don't know

Sometimes I try to give up

But the moment I think of it, I think about why I held for so long

But It's worth it

Cause I know someone's going to catch me when I fall

And I know that it's YOU.

The one who made me feel extra ordinary

The one I couldn't sleep if I can't think of him

The one who always held me hands

The one that loves me is my HUBBY

I cried, I've been hurt

But realized, it wasn't love at all

It was just a mere infatuation

But now, I'm really sure of what I felt

It's love and I couldn't think of any

He had me at my best

He had me at my worst

What more can I ask for?

I hope he's the one I'm going to marry

But destiny's going to keep us apart

I hope you'd never give up

You'd never give up in times of troubles and fears

'Cause I believe, Love conquers all even fear

I want to keep you forever

And stay away from everything that wants to keep us apart

I love you, swear and that's what I'm certain of

You gave me your everything, I did to

I never thought you'd made me feel this special

And I didn't know you simply became my life

Can you promise me something?

That you'd never leave me? never ever never ever ever ever.

Please don't.

Please don't give up on us.

'Cause I fought for you

And I loved you right

The only thing that I'm afraid of is, LOSING YOU

- LOVE LETTER FOR MY HUBBY-

I BLOG TO EXPRESS NOT TO IMPRESS

I am just a girl who could never be perfect

An obnoxious one who's been hated by everybody

I can't be perfect and will never be

I'm tired of living in this judge mental world

Where everyone judges you in who you are and what you are

I'm done trying

I'm done pretending

But it will always return to who I really was

I was never perfect

But I'm trying to be a better one for them to love me

No matter how hard I try, it can't still be

I've been labeled many times

Feeling Close because I wanted to be popular

Feeling Pretty because I wanted to be pretty

Bitch because I was so friendly

Slut because I am so kind

Flirt because I was being friendly with guys

Immature because I am still young and innocent

But you know what hurts the most?

When you are being judged by who you are

Why do they really need to label on people?

Why do they need to judge people?

In fact, the ones who judged are also the one who needs to be judged

We aren't perfect, I am not perfect

But why should we?

As of now, I'm happy being who I am today

I am happy being unique, weird, emotional and contented

I am happy for the ones who loved me and who's always there for me

IT HURTS..

Too many things has happened in the short period of limited time. It hurts to touch, it hurts to look, it hurts to feel, it hurts to smell, it hurts to hear, but no matter how much it hurts, I still have to go through it. Long has it stayed and slowed. Bear with the pain, thats what voices behind my head tell me. I listen to them, I'm just hoping my feet is still able to keep standing. First day and It's scary.


I wonder what you're doing, I've lost too many chances and have not even realize anything. Confusion and desperation mixing together. I have no idea what to do anymore. I'm lost and I'm scarred by a wound of regret. Too many times have it stuck to my head and been pinned down on me. I take full responsibility and I take all the blame.

I've no idea. What to do.

~BABE~

BETAPA BERHARGANYA SEORANG WANITA

Ketika Tuhan menciptakan wanita, malaikat datang dan bertanya,”Mengapa begitu lama engkau menciptakan wanita, Tuhan???”
Tuhan menjawab,”Sudahkah engkau melihat setiap detail yang telah aku ciptakan untuk wanita?” Lihatlah dua tangannya mampu menjaga banyak anak pada saat bersamaan, punya pelukan yang dapat menyembuhkan sakit hati dan kerisauan, dan semua itu hanya dengan dua tangan”.
Malaikat menjawab dan takjub,”Hanya dengan dua tangan? tidak mungkin!
Tuhan menjawab,”Tidakkah kau tahu, dia juga mampu menyembuhkan dirinya sendiri dan boleh bekerja 18 jam sehari”.
Malaikat mendekati dan mengamati wanita tersebut dan bertanya,”Tuhan, kenapa wanita terlihat begitu lelah dan rapuh seolah-olah terlalu banyak beban baginya?”
Tuhan menjawab,”Itu tidak seperti apa yang kau bayangkan, itu adalah air mata.”
“Untuk apa???”, tanya malaikat.
Tuhan melanjutkan,”Air mata adalah salah satu cara dia menunjukkan kegembiraan,kerisauan,cinta,kesepian, penderitaan,dan kebanggaan,serta wanita ini mempunyai kekuatan mempesona lelaki,ini hanya beberapa kemampuan yang dimiliki oleh wanita.
Dia dapat mengatasi beban lebih baik dari lelaki,dia mampu menyimpan kebahagiaan dan pendapatnya sendiri,dia mampu tersenyum ketika hatinya menjerit kesedihan,mampu menyanyi ketika menangis, menangis saat terharu,bahkan tertawa ketika ketakutan.
Dia berkorban demi orang yang dicintainya,dia mampu berdiri melawan ketidakadilan,dia menangis saat melihat anaknya adalah pemenang,dia gembira dan bersorak saat kawannya tertawa bahagia,dia begitu bahagia mendengar suara kelahiran.
Dia begitu bersedih mendengar berita kesakitan dan kematian,tapi dia mampu mengatasinya.Dia tahu bahwa sebuah ciuman dan pelukan dapat menyembuhkan luka.
Allah S.W.T berfirman:
“Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia, namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan.”
“Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya. ”
“Aku memberinya kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh.”
“Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya.”
“Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk menyokong suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya.”
“Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu.”
“Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan. Ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan bila pun ia perlukan.”
“Kecantikan seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian yang dikenakannya,sosok yang ia tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir rambutnya.Kecantikan seorang wanita harus dilihat dari matanya, kerana itulah pintu hatinya, tempat dimana cinta itu ada.”
“CINTANYA TANPA SYARAT. HANYA ADA SATU YANG KURANG DARI WANITA,DIA SELALU LUPA BETAPA BERHARGANYA DIA…”

LOSING FAITH

OH GOD HELP ME..


It's hurt inside me now..
Feel like wanna run from all of this.. From all of people around me..
Lock up myself once again..
Just like i used to be..
Long time ago..

FOR THE ONE THAT I LOVES THE MOST

TILL MY LAST BREATH, YOU'LL BE ALWAYS MY LOVER..

THIS I PROMISE YOU

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you
Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you, baby

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
I promise you 

WHEN THE TIME HAS COME..

Andai kata satu hari nanti, aku tidak mampu mengingati dirimu..

MAAFKAN AKU

Kerana sesungguhnya itu bukan ingin ku.. Tapi..

 KETENTUANKU..

Waktunya akan tiba.. Tempat ini akan jadi "kediaman" ku sebelum pergi ke "sana"..

I'M TIRED OF BEING TIRED ..

I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of trying. I’m tired of thinking. I’m tired of change. I'm tired of my problems. I'm tired of searching. I'm tired of realizing. I’m tired of finding. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of trying to escape. I’m tired of hurting. I’m tired of feeling lost. I'm tired of pretending. I’m tired of feeling hopeless. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of forgetting. I'm tired of promises. I'm tired of lies. I'm tired of holding on. I'm tired of having to be strong. I'm tired of faking it. I’m tired of pain. I'm tired of mistakes. I’m tired of being broken. I'm tired of being disappointed. I'm tired of giving up. I’m tired of losing. I’m tired of waiting. I’m tired of hope. I’m tired of believing. I’m tired of guessing. I’m tired of avoiding. I’m tired of what I’m hearing. I’m tired of moving. I'm tired of expectations. I'm Tired Of Being Tired. 

WHO AM I?

who am I?
Listen.. this is me :(
I'm a girl who always make a FAKE SMILE everytime and everywhere!!
I'm sick of life! it's so demanding.
if you see I can laugh, the fact is.. I'm crying in my heart!!
it's hurt, man!
I know I'm not a good person, not a good child, student, or friend. but I'll try...
try to do my best even it's hard.
try to understand someone.
make them happy, smile, until laugh.
yeah, if i see they're happy I'm happy. but not too much. I know these fears couldn't be erased all of. one by one. but if I've erased one, I got another one.
I just want PEACE in my life.
I'm lonely.. I'm tired..
whatever..
May GOD listen my hopes :(
amiin.

WAITING FOR "THE ONE"

Waiting for "The One" who be my addiction,
Waiting for “The One” who creates a lovely friction...!!

Waiting for "The One" who brighten my life with moon-lights,
Waiting for "The One" with whom I always win my silly fights...!!

Waiting for "The One" who always find a perfect me in “ME”
Waiting for "The One" who sticks to me like honey to the bee...!!

Waiting for "The One" who feel all my emotions by just looking in my eye,
Waiting for "The One" who promise together to die & struggle to give me a “Life Hi-fy...!!”

Waiting for "The One" with whom nights never be so long,
Waiting for "The One" with whom I always dream to get along..!!

Waiting for "The One" with whom spending lonely nights under the open sky be my only wish …
Waiting for "The One” to whom I can serve every delicious dish …!!

Waiting for "The One" who lives up to my each expectation
Waiting for "The One" who handle me up in every situation …!!

Waiting for "The One" who blossom my life with the morning glory
Waiting for "The One" who completes my Love story..!! 

IF ..

Andai satu hari nanti kita gaduh, Awak marahlah saya.. SAYA TERIMA..

Andai awak dah tak suka saya, Awak bagitahulah saya.. SAYA JANJI TAKKAN MARAH AWAK…

Andai awak dah betul-betul benci saya, Awak buatlah apa-apa yang awak suka pada saya.. SAYA TAK KISAH…

Dan,


Andai satu hari nanti awak nak saya pergi dari hidup saya, SAYA RELA..


Asal awak bahagia bersama orang yang awak suka..


Mungkin bila awak rindukan saya, Awak akan ingat kenangan kita bersama.. Mungkin awak akan cari saya...


Tapi SAAT ITU..


SAYA SUDAH TIADA..


I just want you to know, no matter what happen.. You always be in my heart.. Not for today, tomorrow but forever..

I'M SO TIRED..

semakin hari semakin hilang semangat


                         -I'M SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING.. TOO TIRED..-

MENCARI SI PEMALAS

ada dalam satu negeri ni..
 dalam pencarian org paling malas
 maka..bertanya la raja kepada sorg ni
 apa kah yang membuat tuan hamba seorang pemalas?
 dia jawab la..
 "kalau patik nak makan..mesti ada orang tolong suapkan"
 seorang yang lain bantah..
" kalau patik mau makan..mesti ada orang tolong kunyahkan.."
isk3..mmg pemalas la gitu kenen
 tiba-tiba datang seorang budak lelaki...
" patik la paling malas", dia bilang
 "kenapa ?" tanya durg
" nak cite pun malas.."


 hahaha... 

GARAJ TERBUKA

Ada ni bos duduk-duduk kenen dia d opis.. Then he kol PA dia suru masuk bilik.. bincang-bincang la..bincang punya bincang..selesai..


Suddenly, PA dia pun dkt la dgn dia ckap, "Bos, isteri bos col tadi.. "


"Apa dia ckap?" bilang si boss.


"Dia blg masa bos kuar tadi , lupa kunci tu garaj.." jawab si PA


Terus ni bos pun heran.. Setahu dia.. Dia nda penah lupa tutup tu garaj kalau keluar bawa keta.. Malas punya mau pikir banyak..dia pegi toilet la kencing..


Tiba-tiba..


Dia heran zip dia nda bzip.. Malu la dia sama tu PA.. Fikir2-fikir kunun dia cara mau cover balik depan tu PA..


Selesai di tandas.. Dia pun menghampiri meja tu PA..


"Masa tu garaj terbuka tadi..ada ko nmpk Merz la?" tanya si boss..


Dengan  slamba tu PA jawab..


"Saya nda nmpk Merz pula..hnya Mini Cooper dengan dua tayarnya pancit.." 


                                                        -E.N.D-

KISAH SI PEREMPUAN DAN SI GAJAH

Di sebuah perkampungan, ada seorang kaya ingin mengahwinkan anak lelakinya.. Tetapi dengan satu syarat.


orang terpilih itu mesti boleh membuatkan gajah peliharaan dia mgeleng-gelengkan kepala..


dtg la sekalian rakyat jelata mcoba nasib..



Perempuan pertama maju ke depan testing power .. dia ketuk2 tu kepala gajah.. sekuat hatinya.. nda tu gajah peduli..masih rilek dia..


Terus perempuan kedua maju ke depan..dia kasi kapak tu belalai gajah.. tu gajah rilek ja sambil minum air guna belalai dia..


Datang pompuan ketiga..dia p belakang gajah..dia lestik2 tu telur gajah..


"Aduh.." bilang tu gajah..jantan pula ni.. 


Geleng-geleng trus tu gajah bila tu perempuan tanya, "MAU LAGI..?".


Selepas itu, dia pun dikahwinkan dengan anak lelaki orang kaya tersebut.. 


                                                T.A.M.A.T :-) 

KISAH SI TELUR GURING

Dia buat saya ketawa
Dia buat saya gembira
Dia buat saya bersedih
Dia buat saya terluka
Dia buat saya senang hati
Dia buat saya sakit hati
Dia buat saya bahagia
Dia buat saya menangis
Dia buat semuanya untuk saya


APA YANG SAYA BUAT UNTUKNYA?


N.O.T.H.I.N.G


- Sorry if i'm not good enough for you ..
- Sorry if i never make you happy ..
- Sorry if i ever hurt you ..
- Sorry if i ever make you cry ..
- Sorry if 1 day .. i have to leave you ..


- Kalau saja aku mampu menggapai bintang di langit, pasti saja ku hadiahkan kepadamu.. Sebagai tanda betapa aku menghargai kehadiranmu dalam hidupku.. -

mungkin hanya lewat lagu ini ..

REALIZE

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

Sesuatu yang digelar H.A.T.I

Seperti kamu..


Aku juga ingin disayangi


Seperti kamu..


Aku juga ingin dirindui


Seperti kamu..


Aku juga ingin hidup seperti kamu


Dan aku mengharapkan sesuatu yang tidak mungkin akan terjadi..


Mencintai adalah mustahil..
Merindu, cuma itu termampu..
Merasa jauh sekali..
Hanya mampu memandang dengan senyuman


Aku bisa menipu seribu mata yang memandangku.. Namun tidak bisa menipu sekeping hati milik ku..


Hati.. Redhalah dengan apa yang menimpamu
Hati.. Sabarlah atas derita sakitmu
Hati.. syukurlah diatas nikmat yang diberikan kepadamu
Hati.. Janganlah jemu mengingati Penciptamu

send me away with the words of love song.. I've had just enough time :-)

THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME..

         Pada saat aku jauh darimu.. Kan ku selalu jaga hatiku untukmu..


- Kadangkala kita menyedari betapa dalamnya kita menyintai seseorang disaat kita KEHILANGANNYA ..
Dan kadangkala kita juga menyedari betapa perlunya cinta seseorang pada kita disaat kita amat memerlukannya.. -


"CINTAILAH AKU DALAM DIAM DARI KEJAUHAN DENGAN PENUH KESEDERHANAAN DAN KEIKHLASAN.."

CONFUSE ('-' )( '-') t( >.<)''

SHOULD I CONTINUE THIS OR JUST END IT HERE ..

-IS MESSING AROUND-

LUCKY.. i'm with you

MAGNET  ...

Believe it or not, that's the truth.. tertarik dengan ID yang digunakannya pada masa itu.. JEBAT.. hebat seperti pemilik sebenar nama ini.. cuma dia bukanlah seorang pahlawan di medan perang.. hanya PENGGANAS di ruangan "chatting room".. hehehe ... 

Menarik seperti MAGNET.. Felt like he had something that i think only 1/1,000,000,000 person on earth have it.. Don't know what is that "thing".. i'm just blurrrrrrrr ... Tapi apa yang pasti, HE MAGNETING ME.. fuhhhh ~

BENCI TAPI RINDU ...

masa tu memang ni lah perasaan saya.. BENCI .. I HATE HIM sooooo much.. EGOnya mengalahkan segala apa yang ada di bumi ni.. sometimes i felt like i want to kill him.. ayat-ayat SMS sungguh menyakitkan hati... TAPI... ayat-ayat tu juga membuatkan saya rasa rindu sama dia... OH GOD!! miss him so much.. macam orang angau.. EVERYDAY saya tunggu sms dari dia.. Then i realized that I'M  FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM.. 

REJECTING..

One night, saya memberanikan diri untuk meluahkan apa yang saya rasakan.. Dengan sedikit keberanian saya meluahkan apa yang terpendam (which is totally not my style .. ) .. 

"saya rasa saya suka sama ko "..

 This is the answer .. " jangan ko serius ba lai ".. 

REJECTING !! Punya malu saya tu masa.. tapi saya COOL seja.. Pretending that i'm just fine 

(OKlah kenen).. 

"nevermind.. saya ok seja ba tu.. "

Esok dan seterusnya... saya tidak pernah lagi sentuh soal hati dan perasaan.. ( kenen kecewa la )

Sehinggalah pada satu hari......

LOVE ...

They don't know how long it takes to wait for love like this .. For real.. I LOVE HIM sooo much... Never felt this way before .. hehehehe... mungkin ada yang cakap saya OVER ACTING..  lantak kamu lah.. apa yang saya tau, SAYA SAYANG DIA with ALL MY HEART.. only him the one that i want .. and i know he loves me too..