FOR THE ONE THAT I LOVES THE MOST

TILL MY LAST BREATH, YOU'LL BE ALWAYS MY LOVER..

THIS I PROMISE YOU

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you
Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you, baby

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
I promise you 

WHEN THE TIME HAS COME..

Andai kata satu hari nanti, aku tidak mampu mengingati dirimu..

MAAFKAN AKU

Kerana sesungguhnya itu bukan ingin ku.. Tapi..

 KETENTUANKU..

Waktunya akan tiba.. Tempat ini akan jadi "kediaman" ku sebelum pergi ke "sana"..

I'M TIRED OF BEING TIRED ..

I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of trying. I’m tired of thinking. I’m tired of change. I'm tired of my problems. I'm tired of searching. I'm tired of realizing. I’m tired of finding. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of trying to escape. I’m tired of hurting. I’m tired of feeling lost. I'm tired of pretending. I’m tired of feeling hopeless. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of forgetting. I'm tired of promises. I'm tired of lies. I'm tired of holding on. I'm tired of having to be strong. I'm tired of faking it. I’m tired of pain. I'm tired of mistakes. I’m tired of being broken. I'm tired of being disappointed. I'm tired of giving up. I’m tired of losing. I’m tired of waiting. I’m tired of hope. I’m tired of believing. I’m tired of guessing. I’m tired of avoiding. I’m tired of what I’m hearing. I’m tired of moving. I'm tired of expectations. I'm Tired Of Being Tired. 

WHO AM I?

who am I?
Listen.. this is me :(
I'm a girl who always make a FAKE SMILE everytime and everywhere!!
I'm sick of life! it's so demanding.
if you see I can laugh, the fact is.. I'm crying in my heart!!
it's hurt, man!
I know I'm not a good person, not a good child, student, or friend. but I'll try...
try to do my best even it's hard.
try to understand someone.
make them happy, smile, until laugh.
yeah, if i see they're happy I'm happy. but not too much. I know these fears couldn't be erased all of. one by one. but if I've erased one, I got another one.
I just want PEACE in my life.
I'm lonely.. I'm tired..
whatever..
May GOD listen my hopes :(
amiin.

WAITING FOR "THE ONE"

Waiting for "The One" who be my addiction,
Waiting for “The One” who creates a lovely friction...!!

Waiting for "The One" who brighten my life with moon-lights,
Waiting for "The One" with whom I always win my silly fights...!!

Waiting for "The One" who always find a perfect me in “ME”
Waiting for "The One" who sticks to me like honey to the bee...!!

Waiting for "The One" who feel all my emotions by just looking in my eye,
Waiting for "The One" who promise together to die & struggle to give me a “Life Hi-fy...!!”

Waiting for "The One" with whom nights never be so long,
Waiting for "The One" with whom I always dream to get along..!!

Waiting for "The One" with whom spending lonely nights under the open sky be my only wish …
Waiting for "The One” to whom I can serve every delicious dish …!!

Waiting for "The One" who lives up to my each expectation
Waiting for "The One" who handle me up in every situation …!!

Waiting for "The One" who blossom my life with the morning glory
Waiting for "The One" who completes my Love story..!! 

IF ..

Andai satu hari nanti kita gaduh, Awak marahlah saya.. SAYA TERIMA..

Andai awak dah tak suka saya, Awak bagitahulah saya.. SAYA JANJI TAKKAN MARAH AWAK…

Andai awak dah betul-betul benci saya, Awak buatlah apa-apa yang awak suka pada saya.. SAYA TAK KISAH…

Dan,


Andai satu hari nanti awak nak saya pergi dari hidup saya, SAYA RELA..


Asal awak bahagia bersama orang yang awak suka..


Mungkin bila awak rindukan saya, Awak akan ingat kenangan kita bersama.. Mungkin awak akan cari saya...


Tapi SAAT ITU..


SAYA SUDAH TIADA..


I just want you to know, no matter what happen.. You always be in my heart.. Not for today, tomorrow but forever..

I'M SO TIRED..

semakin hari semakin hilang semangat


                         -I'M SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING.. TOO TIRED..-

MENCARI SI PEMALAS

ada dalam satu negeri ni..
 dalam pencarian org paling malas
 maka..bertanya la raja kepada sorg ni
 apa kah yang membuat tuan hamba seorang pemalas?
 dia jawab la..
 "kalau patik nak makan..mesti ada orang tolong suapkan"
 seorang yang lain bantah..
" kalau patik mau makan..mesti ada orang tolong kunyahkan.."
isk3..mmg pemalas la gitu kenen
 tiba-tiba datang seorang budak lelaki...
" patik la paling malas", dia bilang
 "kenapa ?" tanya durg
" nak cite pun malas.."


 hahaha... 

GARAJ TERBUKA

Ada ni bos duduk-duduk kenen dia d opis.. Then he kol PA dia suru masuk bilik.. bincang-bincang la..bincang punya bincang..selesai..


Suddenly, PA dia pun dkt la dgn dia ckap, "Bos, isteri bos col tadi.. "


"Apa dia ckap?" bilang si boss.


"Dia blg masa bos kuar tadi , lupa kunci tu garaj.." jawab si PA


Terus ni bos pun heran.. Setahu dia.. Dia nda penah lupa tutup tu garaj kalau keluar bawa keta.. Malas punya mau pikir banyak..dia pegi toilet la kencing..


Tiba-tiba..


Dia heran zip dia nda bzip.. Malu la dia sama tu PA.. Fikir2-fikir kunun dia cara mau cover balik depan tu PA..


Selesai di tandas.. Dia pun menghampiri meja tu PA..


"Masa tu garaj terbuka tadi..ada ko nmpk Merz la?" tanya si boss..


Dengan  slamba tu PA jawab..


"Saya nda nmpk Merz pula..hnya Mini Cooper dengan dua tayarnya pancit.." 


                                                        -E.N.D-

KISAH SI PEREMPUAN DAN SI GAJAH

Di sebuah perkampungan, ada seorang kaya ingin mengahwinkan anak lelakinya.. Tetapi dengan satu syarat.


orang terpilih itu mesti boleh membuatkan gajah peliharaan dia mgeleng-gelengkan kepala..


dtg la sekalian rakyat jelata mcoba nasib..



Perempuan pertama maju ke depan testing power .. dia ketuk2 tu kepala gajah.. sekuat hatinya.. nda tu gajah peduli..masih rilek dia..


Terus perempuan kedua maju ke depan..dia kasi kapak tu belalai gajah.. tu gajah rilek ja sambil minum air guna belalai dia..


Datang pompuan ketiga..dia p belakang gajah..dia lestik2 tu telur gajah..


"Aduh.." bilang tu gajah..jantan pula ni.. 


Geleng-geleng trus tu gajah bila tu perempuan tanya, "MAU LAGI..?".


Selepas itu, dia pun dikahwinkan dengan anak lelaki orang kaya tersebut.. 


                                                T.A.M.A.T :-) 

KISAH SI TELUR GURING

Dia buat saya ketawa
Dia buat saya gembira
Dia buat saya bersedih
Dia buat saya terluka
Dia buat saya senang hati
Dia buat saya sakit hati
Dia buat saya bahagia
Dia buat saya menangis
Dia buat semuanya untuk saya


APA YANG SAYA BUAT UNTUKNYA?


N.O.T.H.I.N.G


- Sorry if i'm not good enough for you ..
- Sorry if i never make you happy ..
- Sorry if i ever hurt you ..
- Sorry if i ever make you cry ..
- Sorry if 1 day .. i have to leave you ..


- Kalau saja aku mampu menggapai bintang di langit, pasti saja ku hadiahkan kepadamu.. Sebagai tanda betapa aku menghargai kehadiranmu dalam hidupku.. -

mungkin hanya lewat lagu ini ..

REALIZE

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

Sesuatu yang digelar H.A.T.I

Seperti kamu..


Aku juga ingin disayangi


Seperti kamu..


Aku juga ingin dirindui


Seperti kamu..


Aku juga ingin hidup seperti kamu


Dan aku mengharapkan sesuatu yang tidak mungkin akan terjadi..


Mencintai adalah mustahil..
Merindu, cuma itu termampu..
Merasa jauh sekali..
Hanya mampu memandang dengan senyuman


Aku bisa menipu seribu mata yang memandangku.. Namun tidak bisa menipu sekeping hati milik ku..


Hati.. Redhalah dengan apa yang menimpamu
Hati.. Sabarlah atas derita sakitmu
Hati.. syukurlah diatas nikmat yang diberikan kepadamu
Hati.. Janganlah jemu mengingati Penciptamu

send me away with the words of love song.. I've had just enough time :-)

THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME..

         Pada saat aku jauh darimu.. Kan ku selalu jaga hatiku untukmu..


- Kadangkala kita menyedari betapa dalamnya kita menyintai seseorang disaat kita KEHILANGANNYA ..
Dan kadangkala kita juga menyedari betapa perlunya cinta seseorang pada kita disaat kita amat memerlukannya.. -


"CINTAILAH AKU DALAM DIAM DARI KEJAUHAN DENGAN PENUH KESEDERHANAAN DAN KEIKHLASAN.."

CONFUSE ('-' )( '-') t( >.<)''

SHOULD I CONTINUE THIS OR JUST END IT HERE ..

-IS MESSING AROUND-

LUCKY.. i'm with you

MAGNET  ...

Believe it or not, that's the truth.. tertarik dengan ID yang digunakannya pada masa itu.. JEBAT.. hebat seperti pemilik sebenar nama ini.. cuma dia bukanlah seorang pahlawan di medan perang.. hanya PENGGANAS di ruangan "chatting room".. hehehe ... 

Menarik seperti MAGNET.. Felt like he had something that i think only 1/1,000,000,000 person on earth have it.. Don't know what is that "thing".. i'm just blurrrrrrrr ... Tapi apa yang pasti, HE MAGNETING ME.. fuhhhh ~

BENCI TAPI RINDU ...

masa tu memang ni lah perasaan saya.. BENCI .. I HATE HIM sooooo much.. EGOnya mengalahkan segala apa yang ada di bumi ni.. sometimes i felt like i want to kill him.. ayat-ayat SMS sungguh menyakitkan hati... TAPI... ayat-ayat tu juga membuatkan saya rasa rindu sama dia... OH GOD!! miss him so much.. macam orang angau.. EVERYDAY saya tunggu sms dari dia.. Then i realized that I'M  FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM.. 

REJECTING..

One night, saya memberanikan diri untuk meluahkan apa yang saya rasakan.. Dengan sedikit keberanian saya meluahkan apa yang terpendam (which is totally not my style .. ) .. 

"saya rasa saya suka sama ko "..

 This is the answer .. " jangan ko serius ba lai ".. 

REJECTING !! Punya malu saya tu masa.. tapi saya COOL seja.. Pretending that i'm just fine 

(OKlah kenen).. 

"nevermind.. saya ok seja ba tu.. "

Esok dan seterusnya... saya tidak pernah lagi sentuh soal hati dan perasaan.. ( kenen kecewa la )

Sehinggalah pada satu hari......

LOVE ...

They don't know how long it takes to wait for love like this .. For real.. I LOVE HIM sooo much... Never felt this way before .. hehehehe... mungkin ada yang cakap saya OVER ACTING..  lantak kamu lah.. apa yang saya tau, SAYA SAYANG DIA with ALL MY HEART.. only him the one that i want .. and i know he loves me too..